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Sunday, November 22, 2015

When it comes.....

My dad diagnosed having a kidney failure last two months. His kidney size is smaller than it supposed to be hence it cannot functioning normal like others..

We all ni anak anak die wife die duk menangis meroyan sedey .. if ppl come and visit my dad ppl will say hes gonna be fine hes okey.. but deep inside i know he is not gonna be okey..

Like before he can eat wateva he wants, but now he cannot who say he is okey..
Like before he can do all his fav activities by like swimming, but now he cant who say he is fine...
Like before he travel with us anytime anywhere but now he cant cos he has her dialisis schedule to attend who say it is normal...

When it comes, we are not ready
When it comes, it hurts us so much
When it comes, we realise we only have him the one as our father...

Whateva is we need to support each other we need to be there for each other.. like now, my mum is really emotionally unstable. Selalo menangis selalo sedey selalo penat but she never tell us. We know how she is but we pretend in front of her we did not realise about it..

Bile one of ur family member sakit, everything will changed. Honestly speaking i tell you guys everything is changed including yourself. You have to change for your family not for yourself.

At this moment, what important for me i want to make sure my parent is happy and enjoy with their life. I will sacrifice everything i have just for them cos now you will realised what is the most important thing in your life...


Nite

 



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Monday, November 16, 2015

That feeling


I dont have a boyfriend
I dont have a husband
I don have a feeling to be called wife
To be called mummy

i know Allah has greater plan for me In sha Allah
But, alhamdulilah i have this little kenit called hannah who closed with me since she still less than 2mths old
Who love me (yer ker? Perasan kot but she always said she sayang akak)
Who always make me smile, happy for being alone...

Anyway adik hannah akk love you.
Thanx for being next to me
Thanx for giving me a chance to have that feeling....

Love you adik

Muahx


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