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soooo excited ....

i'm feel so happy and excited to get back in 'mood' to start writing for this blog...maybe my sista mira inspired me to keep update this blog...WHHYYY???!!!

oppsss donno where to stat??!! lemme stat wif the good news first....

cerita die cenggini my sista mira got an offer to continue her study to pusat asasi UNIMAS yer U.N.I.M.A.S alaaa yg kat SARAWAK tuh over the sea!!!. jauhnya kalu i lar konpem nangis hari2 jauh uhuhuhuh nak blik mahal tp besh dpt slaluu naik beloonnnnn (kapal terbang dlm bahasa Sarawak)

actually she really wanted to study abroad but maybe no luck for her. i think ALLAH has His own agenda why she didn't get in..She's really homesick!!! mira jgn marah hehehhehe alaaa normal lah kan org yg tk penah berenggang ngan pamily skali dpt offer nun jauh di sana konpem lar ingat kat umah setiap saat mcm laaaar korg yg lain tk kan....its okey a good lesson for her and for us...mak abah pun kene lar belaja kan berenggang ngan anak2 (hatiku berkata tdak!! tdak!! tdak!! akan kusuruh husbandku beli umah berdekatan tk pun kiter psg khemah kat pdg depan umah hikhikhik)

i always hope and we always hope wherever she goes she will be a successful doctor one day...we always pray for her cause we love her so much!!! (mira, jgn nangis bace blog nih eh hehheheheheh)

so, after a looooooonnnngggg brreaakkk i dedicate this entry to MIRA....

mom + dad during father's day and bday adik (cube tgk betul2 kek tuh)

all my sistas eh adik mane nih??

ade pun adik hehhehe

p/s - there is must be something good behind anything.....

harllloooooo....

hye my dearest blog,
long time no news....
tak tau nape tbe2 hari nih terghajin nk update blog hehheheheh...
dah lah lama tk de berita skali update pg change my blog layout...

so, how issit my fello fwens?
okey tk? konon semangat oranje yg kalah tuh hehhehe
actually looking for something yg interesting but in brown color tp
tk der lak pulek....

i need your opinion about 'my new look'
while i m looking for other pattern
hikhikhik...

p/s - always think positive and believe in yourself

start to write...

haallllllooooooo wassup....

long time no story miss you guys so much!!! (wah wah mcm glamer gitu) actually i have a lot of things to write and share with you all...

but i'm so lazy to start writing hhehe..

disebabkan ader peminat kecil yg sungguh teruja nk bace my blog (perasan jerk) hehhehehe so i think i should start to write ....

so we will start the journey shortly...

nk share ngan you guys my life kat labuan, my a year plan trip to Bandung-Puncak-Jakarta

and lastly of course a bit stroy about myself and my pamily hikhik..

so stay tuned~

i'll be back shortly

(intro nk hebat jer hehheheh)

again i'm in Labuan

wah!! finally i finished doing my works at SME Bank. So tiring and so stressssssssssssssss..
wateva it is, it past already.. now new chapter new job and new place....

actually, this one is not a new place or new job for me... i've been for this job since last year and this year i'm coming back and doing this job again in LABUAN...

basically here i'm facing a few problems:
1. no entertainment
2. no transportation access for me like STAR, PUTRA, Komuter etc.... to go anywhere
3. difficult to find food which i'm 'comfortable' with it...

but then before coming here i planned to eat KFC or PIZZA HUT in rotation basis since these two restaurants are reachable and affordable hhahahahha (food here is damn expensive). but first day when i came here I saw the KFC is closed for renovation. i started to panic.
wat i'm gonna to eat... OMG!!!!

then during the nite we just ate the pizza hut which is a bit expensive no personal or cheaper set like KL... i miss KL...

then tomorrow morning we just realized that KFC will going to open soon on 4 April 2010.
HORRRRAAAYYYY!!!! senang hati den hehehehe

tp nk menuju ker 4hb tuh cmner? so today we are looking for a place to eat. we went to a place called 'medan'. i thought mcm medan ikan bakar ker food court ker pe ker...
alik alik mcm ....... hmp tk tau cmner nk describe and citer...nk nangis eden...sobsobsob....
"org labuan nih tk makan ker? nk kata kurus tak jugaks hehhehehe" my colleague said
i replied "umah dekat no jam jimat hehehhehe" but its true no jam and all places are easy to reach in a few minutes. dr umah ker ofis if more than 15 minutes dh dikira PLG JAUH kalu kiter kat KL tuh dh dikira SUPERB PALING DEKAT hehheheh so different kan...

so berbalik pd lucnh time td kiterog dpt la jumpe mamak...so excited jumpe mamak i mkn nasi beriani...the smell and the look like NASI BERIANI INSAF... tnpa berkira2 aku pun order...
hah??!! terkejut kene RM17...pergh gle nasi beriani and teh o ais 17 hengget..... nangis ag!!!!
my colleague kene RM15 pdhal mkn nasi kosng n ayam jer...mahal nya labuan nih uhuhuhuh...

so aper lgi aku ngan my colleague stat wat belanjawan kalu tk pyh la kiterorg kat cni uhuhu diner kiterorg mkn magi and roti jer sbb siang dh mkn dekat 20 hengget...

wuuuaarrrggghhhhhhh tak sabo nak balik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love this song..

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...

pity of you!!

i donno what the purpose i put this picture hikhik... but i like this picture!! i liioookkeee hehhehehe..anyway today nk story mory about my works...

sometimes i felt like i m too cruel to them to harsh with them..i meant my client

never tolerate with them at all.. tp they didnt do thing in a correct way at a first place!! penin nk pikir maner yg betul!! huissshhhh cmne lar...

tp when i think about it again i felt so bad...sometimes because of me dieorg kene marah, kene sembur ngan bos, kene slash performance rating and etc... tp i cannot do anything drpd i kene sembur later on baik i biar dieorg yg kene sembur...hehhehehhe

but what i can say when we are doing our works please do it correctly! check it properly. we tend to make a mistake but we have to try to avoid do a lot of mistakes.. be responsible on your works....

the end~

tired + emo mode is turns on

emo = i'm sorry
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tired = not sleep yet have many things to do
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emo mode is turns on

blur~~~

start to plan

the result just released out last monday.... i m just stuck with the craziness of my workloads till i forgot to check my result till all my fwen st (internal msging) me asking about the result.....
wah suddenly i become like zombie menggelabah, pucat and sejuk satu bdn.... then I bole salahkan air cond kuat sgt,.... pdhal aku yg menggelabah result dh kuar hehehhehe.....

actually i m not expecting so much because i dh few times fail the paper (same paper okey!!!) so i dh immune tp nk tgk result mstilah tkt kan.... then cmner ptg tuh during dinner time suddenly i remember about the result....still tkt lagi nk tgk n pura2 pinjam my fwen BB nk check email konon hehhehehehhe ntah mcm maner result aku kuar thru email hah rase nk cmpk jer BB tuh (isshhhkkk naya aku kene byr BB org, aku nya tak der ag hikhik) still tkt lagi nk tgk and mmber aku leh ckp muka aku suddenly pucat..... obviously pucat tkt kot!! aku leh ckp ye ker? tk der pe (pura2 tuk kali ke2) at last i think i should see wats the result to know wat shld i do next....

alhmadulilah wlaupun result tdk mmberangsangkan which is one paper pass one paper fail aku ttp bersyukur sbb paper yg pass tuh adalh paper yg aku dh fail TIGA KALI!!!!!!!!!!! diulang TIGA KALI!!! penantian itu satu penyeksaan .. yes I AGREED 200% hehhehehehhehe....

So, since my contract wif current employer nk tmt dh aku plan to finish all my papers within this semester... tp mcm tak bole sbb paper skang pun aku tk pg kelas sgt cmne tuh? then I planned to further my ACCA kat UK maybe ... asked for a deferment from petronas for 6 months or a year. after completed my acca then i come back to serve petronas bole ker? any idea???? ader ker case cm aku nih??? mcm2 la aku nih uhuhuhuh

i wanted to have an experience study oversea... nk gaks rase study kat tmpat omputih.... tp ntahlah too many things to think ... cost, time, contract wif petronas, fixed income, family, boipren (eh ader ker?) etc hehhehehehhe...

so, aku dlm dilema skang tak tau which one shld i do... this is my plan after finish my degree 3 years ago (owwhhh goshh, tuanya aku!!) since dpt offer keje then aku pun bersemangat keje dgn jayanya till skang at 4.59am still doing my works uhuhuhuhuh...

i have a lot of things in my mind i plan to do...

1. study oversea - petronas kasik ker? duetnya mana mau dicrk? tkkan nk pg sowg2? .....
2. smbg balik petronas - tk hbs ag acca nnti gaji cket.... nnti die cmpk jauh2 wah!!! byk nya bnda aku pikir....

should i think about it now or later or no need to think?
or
no need to plan just let it be as it is? (rasanya aku bukan org yg cmtuh uhuhuhuh)
ntahlar buntu .....

i have to think about it now kos if nk balik petronas dh kene report ngan dieorg by april or may....if i wanna further study kene start crk duet, college and so ever....

wahh!!! aku BUNTU!!!!!!
please dear, help me.....

old memory

last weekend the whole pamily pg KL tour actually not KL tour tp putrajaya tour... pg sane nk belaja tgkap gambo with dslr konon2nya last2 kiterog seronok ditangkap gambo @ jdk model la hehehhehehe....abah yg jdk lagi teror tgkap gambo hehhehehehehhe....

btw dats not the main thing i wanna story for this time... is all about my old memory....otw nk balik umah around 12am++ sumer dh lalok kekenyangan mkn kat pelita KLCC tbe2 adik aku yg sorg ntah mcmana leh tercerita plak kisah lame2 mase kecik2 dulu...

ader satu petang tuh, my sista, my fwen (till now i cant remmber who is she) and myself planned to change our route to go home from sekolah agama... we wanted to 'jalan jalan' usha rumah baru (now dipanggil rumah mastika).. konon2 kiteorg nih dh mcm org beso nk tgk rumah nk beli rumah hehhehehhe (mak abah ptt berbangga ngan kiterog sbb kecik2 ag dh berbakat nk jdk property investor ahaks~)

punyalar ralat tgk umah kuar msk satu umah ke satu umah yela mcm org nk beli umah baru (tgk thru the window jer sbb berkunci) ntah mcmana aku leh tak sedar ader longkang dpn gate tuh yg tak bertutup ... hmppp per ag gedebukkk!!!! aku sudah berada di dlm longkang.... yg bgsnya aku tak rasa skt sgt, tak cedera ,pth gg ker pth tulang ker n nasib aku baik dlm longkang tuh tak der air... kalu tak aku rase dh ke loji dh agaknya aku waktu tuh.... aku mmg tk ingt paper sgt psl bnda tuh sbb dh lama dan yg aku ingt aku penah jth longkang.... my sista yg bgs nih ingt bnda tuh wat malu aku jer.....

die ingt lg mase tuh die tak sedar yg aku dh jth dlm longkang nsb baik die pusing n die tgk aku tak de kat belakang die ... die crk2 tgk aku terkapai2 nk kuar dr longkang ngan tudung terbukak pin....Ya Allah sumpah lawak gle ble aku ingt bnda....

mak, abah, adik2 aku gelak tak ingt dunia la.... bukan setakat mlm tuh smpai ke esoknya mak aku still gelak ag smpai tersedak2 ......tuh la gelakkan ag cucu pak sheikh nih hahhahahah (perasan)

sambung balik pd cter tuh.... balik jerk umah my sista yg mmg sista plg baik dlm dunia bole cter kat cikjah.... hah kene la aku tembakan torpedo dr cikjah.... "yg ko lalu jln tuh naper? kang org der culik ko cmner? bla bla bla (tak ingt dh)..."

dulu masa muda2 cikjah garang gle tau... mungkin darah muda memuncak2 tuh yg garang nk mampos...now die dh jdk auntie + mummy plg spoting dlm dunia... love u cikjah!!!

nih pun old memory jugaks nih .... aku dulu masa tadika dihantar pg tadika ar arqam (actually tadika islam) adik2 aku sume pg tadika omputih.... ble aku tnya mak aku nape tak anto kat tadika same mak kata mase tuh tak cukup duit nk anto tadika mahal2 ...sob sob sedeynya aku dgr tp aku tak ksah sbb aku msh lagi jdk org yg berjaya hikhik (bangga laks plak sorry~) so ble msk tadika tuh aku tak la pndai sgt mengeja ker per so ble msk skolah darjah 1 aku cm bengap cket....ngeja pun lembab...

nsb baik la kat umah aku ader cikgu @ cikjah rajin nk ajar aku mengeja mengenal A B C D .... tp azab la belaja ngan die smpai nangis2 la aku uhuhuhuhuh... ye la kene pksa belaja uhuhuhuh tp wateva it is aku tak anggap tuh satu deraan yg sgt teruk sbb kalu cikjah tak wat aku cmtuh.... aku tak jdk mcm nih mcm skang.... again cikjah tahnk you very and always love u!!!

tuh la ble teringt bnda bnda lama nih nk gelak pun der nk nangis pun der .... mcm2 lar.... btw i miss that moment and i hope it will remains as apart of my sweet memories....

lalallalalalla~